Tuesday, July 5, 2011
@ 1:10 AM
It's over . Everything was over .
I should have stop now , stop pretending to know that actually one day you will change for me.
because you never will !
You always want me to go away right? okay , i go now .
I wont going to disturb you like i did before , even if i want to message you , i would keep my hands off my phone!!!
i'll do it even i have to chopped my hand!
how many time i trust my heart to you , even everytime you always tear it again and again!
does everything i did for you wasn't enough ....
even everytime i cried out , cant you see my pain was real....
does you ever understand what pain i'm going through when you treat me like that ? NO , u never , even just once . u just keep what u think it's right for you
why every time have to be me to give in everything?
you'll never cheer me when i was down
you'll never try to get me back when i was angry , instead you'll angry me back
even sometimes when we fight , you still will hang out with your friends
going to singing and eat ! FUN rite ? hurting my heart was fun rite!
You still can sing even i was sad down like hell!
I just ask don't use your temper with me , don't asking break with me
but still you make it so hard
i never ask u to do much for me ...
I always laughing pretending it was nothing... it was nothing to worry about ...
But i really down here ... Hoping you will cheer me...find me and try to get me back....but you never did ...instead i doing all this thing..
you wont be hard to get me back ,you know that?all you have to do just put down that pride..but your pride stand many place than me in your heart...
I was nothing less but annoying girl that you'll think always grumble you
but you never really think about my words..
I still can cry here , still feeling all the pain you cause me
but what you'll think there?
I know...
that i was annoying and you'll be angry there and hates me.
I was annoying right? i was worthless?
Wait and see .
